For a week and a half, I was feeling rather hypomanicky with bursts of creativity, feeling "high," racing thoughts, so many ideas in my head, getting super "into" certain subjects, reading everything about them....

Well, I'm starting to feel a crash again. It feel very disconnected from people and my environment. I do not feel I'm going to get anywhere better in life. Things are caving in. I'm not sure why this is happening, although I recognize it. Still, it doesn't change things. I don't cry much. Outside of here, I keep things to myself, but I feel something coming on.

Hugs to everyone in need.