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This is something that has been ocuriing to me very recently. I usually call them 'episodes' or 'moods'. I start feeling extremely down, or I feel numb or oblivious to everything. Recently, I've been zoning out often, mainly in school, and I haven't got much of an appetite anymore. A few days ago, all I ate was cereal for breakfast and two small mac n' cheese cups with quick, and then I felt full. These symptoms usually are also joined with sucidal thoughts, mainly just before going to bed. I haven't told anyone except one o my closest friends, and I know if I told my parents, they'd just send me off to therapy where I'd just get 'help' when I know that's not what I want; Other than that, I know that my little sister by 15 months will try and say that all o this has been happening to her too, only for attention.
-Sorry for ranting, it's just that I feel that sometimes nobody truly listens to me.
-I don't deserve to be heard.
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