I'm having a hard time dealing with this. I hope I'm not the only one who is dealing with this type of problem. Whenever people remind me of my accomplishments and good stuff about my life, it adds to the pressure and anxiety that I already deal with. When people bring up my accomplishments and the good things about me, I feel like I should be happy and filled with joy. But I'm pissed that my mind won't allow me to feel happy about it. I think the reason why I feel this pressure has to do with living up to others idea of a good life and what if my life is good but then it gets ruined one day.

I'm really struggling with this. I really need some serious answers. I need some way to feel better about this.

Advice? Input? Am I the only one who feels this way? Please help.