So I think I might be going crazy or something. I have been out of school for 2.5 weeks and then came back just in time to take the HSPA's which is a 3 day test that I have to pass in order to graduate high school. I have a few tests in each class to make up and all my teachers are not being too nice about it and every time I sit there and do my make up work I feel like I have gotten no where. I am so stressed out and it doesn’t help that I am a perfectionist because now tomorrow after I take the 4 hour HSPA I have to go take a sociology test. I was studying with my step dad tonight and I had gone to bed at 4 am last night and woke up at 6am so I guess I was cranky and I was yelling at him for telling me the answer and my mom was like what’s wrong court and I just broke down crying because I'm exhausted and I am going to fail the HSPA and my sociology test tomorrow and I feel so stupid and I am so stressed out. My mom made me some tea and then told me to go to bed but I can’t stop worrying. I studied for another hour but what if I don’t get to graduate now. I am so stupid. And, my chest is killing me. My heart hurts so badly right now. It's not fair. Why can’t I sleep even though I am so exhausted. Every part of me is tired. I need sleep, but I can’t. Sorry for this lame post.