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Originally Posted by Thirty shades
I was convinced I had bipolar at one time. (no disrespect to anyone with bipolar)
Professionals refused to diagnose me. I now know they were correct. But it felt real and no-one wanted to diagnose me, I in fact did have PTSD which would have helped me understand myself and realise they were right.
I am not religous but will pray that you have much more life to lead TLC. Bleak times call for hope and perserverance....  |
I can't drive, I can't make friends, I can't talk (to keep the conversation going because I don't know what to talk), I can't become a scientist, I can't help people, nobody helps me... why would I like to live?
On the other hand, if it's not ALS and things eventually improve, I look forward seeing myself as a scientist. At least that, if not anything else. Screw driving and friends, but at least you need ONE source of energy and hope.