I’m in another foul mood today. Very irritable. I don’t know if the weather has something to do with it. It’s warmish but rainy. I was supposed to put up the outdoor lights but it’s too wet out. I hope I get to do it tomorrow. I’m planning to go to the gym tomorrow to hopefully help me out of this funk. I picked up my trazodone so I should be able to sleep tonight.

I’m starting to think that the haldol was impacting my mood more than I thought it was. Ever since I dropped to 5mg I haven’t been sleeping and I have been alternately irritable and depressed. I’m gonna give it another week maybe and then reassess. I might have to go back up. Which wouldn’t be the end of the world I suppose. I was just really hoping to go off of it completely to lower my risk of TD. But I’m not going to risk another severe depressed episode. I just started my job; I don’t need to lose it.

I’m holding on to the thought of my date last night. That’s cheering me up. And I know talking to RS later will make me feel better too.