What does a hole have to do with anything? All this should still have meaning unless he faked it. He had a way bigger hole than me. I wasn't the one constantly looking for friends online to hang with

And interesting about break up theory. He was quite pissy with me and it isn't the first time. He said something about how he can't be himself in this. I don't give him any say etc. We butt heads often and it seems odd that he would do that for all others.