Maybe but if he experienced it that differently, he put tons effort into something supposedly superficial that meant nothing. That makes no sense. Again, because of a specific user , i wont post more details but there's definitely evidence that indicates he wanted stuff too. Evidence if i wanted could ruin his life with.

I guess I understand him being this way as i shut down instead of emotions usually too but it just seems he could act like he's sad or cares somewhat. Something to make me not think this was all fake or some sick game to him that i actually mattered.