The appt coming up is with Pdoc? Correct? Tuesday
I think you all need a separate T In WV we each had a separate pdoc and T that shared notes. So if one of us were unwell all of them knew. I'd say something that he didn't bring up to his therapist or he'd say something that I didn't mention or things that would affect Miguel.

I think honestly I would have to switch companies because there's 4(?) therapist I've cycled through two but the other two my boys see and I refuse to see a T that one of them see.

I might be loosing touch. This feels normal to me.

Drugging yourself to sleep so you don’t have to deal is wrong on so many levels and puts you at risk for taking too much on accident , think about this part long and hard. I only take the prescription I was on before she lowered it. So I'm not at high risk of messing up. I'm going to tell her I occasionally take more zyprexa then prescribed.

I don't feel I'm unsafe, I'm not in need of IP. At least I don't think so.

She lowered all of my meds when I met her because she felt I was over medicated. I have no idea what she'll do now and I'm scared.

Night is much harder for all of us. I'm just tired. Why did Miguel have to inherit this mess?