Well and drama in Azov sea happened... keeping me insomniac for a week. My friends are telling me to "keep strong", as if that could be done so easily.


I am in definitive apocalyptic mood. Maybe I should at least be in the "enjoy the good times" apocalyptic mood, instead of feeling horrible dread all the time.


Too much worry on my mind..... Trying to be strong for sake of others, but it's getting harder and harder.