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Old Dec 03, 2018, 09:17 AM
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Originally Posted by Lrad123 View Post
Yes, I’ve thought about sending another email asking him to ignore my last email, but I’ve already unleashed the crazy and it feels hard to take it back. My T has so far been completely unfazed by anything I say or do, so I’m assuming this will fall in that category, but maybe I want to test it out. I technically did not issue an ultimatum. I just said, if you send a one-line response acknowledging my email, then I promise to talk about this email in our next session. In my mind I was thinking that if he doesn’t reply, I have no choice but to not show up in order to save face. I’m assuming he won’t reply, so I will have to figure out whether or not I will go to my session on Wednesday. Very mature, I know.
I don't want to talk about these stuff publicly but just so you know that I had a very long crazy period with my T during which I did all sorts of imaginable and unimaginable stuff. My T has admitted to me that he felt basically tortured by me for several years. But he survived it and I survived it and the treatment survived it and things are much calmer now.