Hey guys,

My depression is really bad right now. I'm afraid of what I might do to myself.

I have to go to class now and I'm going to the pharmacy next to school to buy some razors. I don't want to hurt myself but I can't see any other way. Every day I have to wake up and do daily things which feel impossible now. These mood swings are getting the best of me. I can't deal with it. I need help even though I already have a therapist, psychiatrist, family and friends. My mind keeps telling me that I need help. What other help could I possibly get?