hi...

I promised to keep this thread going for a friend... and I will...

I binged the other night... not a huge binge but a small one.. and physically I am still "paying" the price.. with my body that is sending such pain thru my body...

And.. I am shocked... and I am scared....

That my eating disorder.. is no longer doing "it's" job... my ED was caused by a great need to relieve stress and anxiety.. and everything bad.. that has happened.. that is happening.. and that will happen...

And.. it doesn't work anymore...

and it scares me... what am I to do now??? I ask myself.. what am I to do now...

so... this is a part of the "healing" process for me... a part of getting better...

I must learn now... other forms.. to relieve these feelings... and I know I will...

I pray... that the people of this forum.. who I love with all my heart.. will help and support me... as I do love and support them...

I pray... that my post does not trigger others here....

I have to have somewhere to let my feelings out.. or I will implode....

I love you all...