I have had to get real serious about my social life ...or lack thereof...since ending therapy.

I don't know if I'll be going back to therapy (I'm still posting here and mulling it over) but one thing that I have noticed is how much more energy and motivation I have for seeing people socially and possibly (finally) getting involved in a romantic relationship.

I feel that therapy was a way that I had a fake intimacy that I used to replace the possibility of real intimacy in my life. As long as I had a 50 minute session of someone that I pretended to be close to...I was good.

Now I feel like the hunger that I have for real connection is going to have to go somewhere.

I'll probably be married and living happily ever after very soon.

If not, I'll certainly let you all know!