Chal - I'm up for that imaginary trip!!!!!!!!
(((((nowheretorun))))))
Funny, how sometimes in sobriety we look around and see all the beautiful things that we have missed in our addiction stuper. While I know I cannot dwell on all the things I lost do to alcohol I like to realize they are there.
I like to "stop and smell the roses" now, as they say. I learn to appreciate the gift of life.
Kudos to you for not wanting to hurt yourself. I know just how you feel.