Don't hurt yourself! If you bought the razors, throw them away. Not sure of your living situation, but throw them away in a manner where it is not easy to get at them, the nearest public trashcan at a store, a dumpster, bagged up with the trash you put out for pickup with the gross stuff like banana peels, old food, etc. Don't put them in a nearby trashcan where you can easily retrieve them. Make it too much work to get to them.

I hope seeing your T will help.