So I had a really good therapy appointment today that in some way disturbed me out of sleep. I just took my PRN klonopin which I'm pretty sure I'm not really supposed to take at this point but nothing else has helped and it is 4:30 AM.

So weird, it wasn't that upsetting. I cried a bit but it was when my therapist was being nice. I guess I wasn't ready for nice? Something.

Now I just hope the klonopin kicks in fast and that I can get a different PRN from my pdoc.

ETA: Turns out I did not take any meds Monday night. Which explains the lack of sleep well. I took some low doses of a few things and hopefully will be ok. I'm really getting worried about med errors though. I'm averaging about 1 per week lately and I usually never make mistakes with meds, much less totally forget meds entirely. Honestly I was sure I had taken them which is even worse than forgetting and realizing it at 4 AM.