BTW, this is concerning, but not the "OMG, you might kill yourself" kinda concerning. I don't exactly want to die right now because if I were to die right now, that would mean I would die knowing what suffering was. But it's just that I've been so edgy today and I've even asked people on Yahoo Answers if they believe child murderers did their victims a favor by not letting them get old and angsty. You see, I'm obsessed with the idea of not having truly suffered until your dying moments.