hope, Sorry to say I don't know much of your situation, but I know how I feel about my dog. Without her in my life I would be in a completely different situation (better or worse), but I would never consider life without her. She has provided safety, comfort, and has kept me in good shape. If you truly are in a financial position to welcome a well bred dog into your life - do it. Even if that means pushing your bills until next month, re-arranging your budget or taking in your pup a month later. Please know, your pup will need socialization classes, consistent training and much love from your own esteem. She will take energy and give energy, and a German Shepherd will need consistent exercise, love and attention. What are you thinking of naming him/her?

Also, consider your alternatives. Does your pup have other prospects? Could he/she find a different home? Why did you choose this pup? Was it due to timing, the breeder, the pups personality? Would your breeder consider returning your payment in full or partially? Could you get first pick of the next litter? All things to consider. I do hope this pup find his/her way home with you, but not if he/she will have a negative impact on your life.