My Big Sis just called. She told me the Hospital called in the family. My Big Sis is going to call my youngest Sis's H to get them to take my brother, and Nephew to go see Connie. I can't afford to go, so my Big Sis will keep me informed, and let everyone know that I wish I could be there with them all, and be able to say my good buys. I am sitting here wishing I hadn't payed my taxes, and trying to keep from crying. The 2 men in my home don't understand, and would tell me all kind of reasons why I shouldn't get upset, so I am holding it back so far. But my heart hurts bc I always felt for Connie. I felt for Her, for having to be my brother's wife. I know She has had a bad life bc of that.