I am in awe of the minds of many atheists. I simply don't understand. But that ignorance is just one among the infinite I endure.

If I could have had one humble wish it would have been to have coffee with Ayn Rand and listen to her great mind explain to me the centrist views on the complete and unadulterated power of any single man over his destiny. She is a hero of mine. I don't know if I have ever been exposed to such a complex mind through words alone.

I work so very hard on understanding this vacancy in me,,my inability to see myself with such absolute responsibility.

Maybe it is the child in me that never wishes to let go...

Lenny