i've had an average kind of day, but stupidly i somehow forgot to take my meds again this morning, so spent the whole day having brain zaps and feeling like my face was tingling. i took a half dose of my meds when i got home, just because i've now missed them for two whole days and worry that some levels are going to get messed up, and now i've been stable for a few weeks and just for xmas would be a *wonderful* (not) time to crash just because i keep forgetting my meds. i'm not sure if taking my morning meds would interfere with my sleep. i have a very structured way of getting ready in the morning, like i do everything in the same order, but somehow taking my meds is the easiest thing to forget out of everything. a friend made the suggestion of just keeping some in my bag so if i forget at least i have some at work with me.

work was really quiet so i ended up reading stories on creepypasta for a while. i can't read them at home, would get too freaked out.