today was productive, since I decided that today would be the day that I finish off all my decorating for christmas- and since I did it in under an hour (more or less), I treated myself to mcdonalds

I'm not meant to eat during the middle of the day (to do with my eating problems), but I'm feeling okay- no ill affects from it yet

a little irritated over the fact that people are telling me one thing, but actually doing another- but hat seems a daily occurance. I think being honest with me is something peoplej ust can't do for some reason- and it seems I'm like the only one