I think I have a huge problem in emotions regulations. My reactions to life's events are dramatic, and out of proportion most of the time. I don't react well when people treat me with disrespect and neglect. I'm very sensitive to the slightest of negative remarks, even if you look away while talking to me. In that case I fight or flight. I think it has do to with the critiques/the beatings I have received from my parents growing up. I'm trying to be independent, but without a job, it's not easy. They don't respect me more. They think I'm a failure and a shame.
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