It was a difficult one. I'm having trouble putting it all into words. We talked about the intense love and the missing him between sessions. T said it was hard to hear about how difficult it was for me. As I looked in his eyes in a moment of deep connection, he smiled a little. I asked why he smiled and he said he was just thinking he wished we could bottle this [the connection] so I could take it away with me.

I wish that too.