I feel really grounded and seen and heard. I was afraid that in talking about disability,, that you wouldn't get what I was saying. I desperately am afraid of having another "incident". 8 years is a long time. I am afraid I will be in that position and nobody will care. I am not afraid of getting better (at least not consciously). I so badly want to stop feeling bad. I surprised myself when I walked in the door and I stated, "Hey, the door is half open!"

What was that My dark side is not going to be happy about this, but I did find it to be humorous. I feel so lucky to have you as a T.