I was just reading the paper and it had an article to find out about sex offenders on the Megan's Law website. My ex bf is one, unfortunately I had to find out first hand about it. I was ready to see his name and where he was living, but not a pic of him. Why did I have to look this crap up? It only revictimizes me. Is that what I want? No it's not...but I had to see, I had to know. What is wrong with me anyways? Now his face is gonna be etched in my mind for a while. I hate this. I didn't have to look, but i did...regretfully. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.