That shower felt honestly amazing. Hearing that it was normal was a huge relieve; my phone was in my office since I had to deal with something and M heard it ringing and saw the caller ID so he came running to find me. He figured it was important, he also bear hugged me once he knew I was okay. I honestly think he was more worried than I was. Thank you for all your comments they really me a lot the past few days.

I'm sorry you are having a rough day, and I hate filling up my pills to, my beta blocker is in the shape of heart and my most vibrant pill is a birth control pill, it's such a pretty blue. All of my other meds are white and dull. I'm glad you will have all that time with you daughter