I'm not interested in biking. I mean I was at first, but then I lost interest. I kept doing it because it was the only way to go outside my apartment when the weather was nice, and be alone without being awkward. I have to say I felt better when I did it. Not good, but better. Now, because I stay at home I feel much worse. Nothing gets in the way of anything I do. I just lose interest, and convince myself nothing will work, so, why bother. I'm not interested in anything. I don't try even. I have a strong feeling of hopelessness. I just stay home friendless and jobless.