I reached out to Emdr T today. She recommended I call pdocs office to see about seeing her sooner. I told her I war was really afraid I would "call and find out" and started to cry and couldnt finish. So she fo isted with "no longer working there." She hesitated and said we have another mutual client who has an appointment next week. Please call her office for an update.

So I did. She returned at the beginning of this week. I am so releaved. I left a message with her MA to see if she will call me back. They sent have any openings before my current one on Jan 4.