Dr M, said we could tag along whenever he's on call at the hospital on thursdays. I got to see a foot amputation with another surgeon because he called them and asked them to let me in, then his patient with cancer. But he asks questions and actually explain things well. I could tell him that actually I didn't get X- and he doesn't make you feel stupid for not knowing things. I figured out why I actually enjoy it all- I find the blood comforting .