Thank you for your replies, everyone. Right now I am still in a high anxiety state of mind and I don't know if I even trust my psychiatrist, as she forward e-mails from me to my therapist, where I complained some about the therapist.

I just got back from the doctors office and I might have a UTI that is just not going away. Still WBC and trace blood in sample. So I am numb.

I will take a break from therapy, I think, for a while. I have a very strong small group from my church which I love and a prayer group I go to. I'll be fine.....