Spoke to pdoc today. Thank you God. We had a nice talk. First about my pcp's suggested I increase my medications and pdoc agreed. We then discussed what happened. She said she was afraid I would find out at work like I did when she stopped working at my facility to go someplace else. I confirmed it happened that way and they said it was a brain tumor. She was upset and said that was interesting because she had a large benign tumor but it was not cancer. They enjoy in removed the tumor and no she is fine. She knew I was struggling with the loss of T and afraid this was going to be hard. And apologized for the bad timing. We both giggled when I told her she didnt exactly pick the time and certainly would have wished it didnt happen. She also asked me correct the rumor at work and tell everybody she will be fine.