Hey hey! I missed MY birthday on here. (disappeared for awhile). Yeah it was last week. It wasn't the greatest of birthdays, but it isn't exactly the greatest time in my life right now either. But It's at times like these though that I have to be thankful I don't have any serious health issues, that I'm still getting out of bed to go to therapy and am taking all of my medications. I'm sure there are other minor successes, but I know I'm wasting my life a lot of the time...well, who says that though?! I just don't have anything I can call my own...or I don't stick to it because I struggle with this need for instant gratification. Who says I need this though?? My heart and my brain. I've been losing self confidence for years now and I'm afraid of getting stuck in a pit I can't get out of. I need to keep myself busy with something and with someone/s. I need feedback. Therapy only gets me so far...

I don't know. So how's everyone else's day? hehe *sigh