I had my last session with my former T back in Sept. It broke my heart. I cried all the way through the session. First time and last time I have cried in session. It was only a phone session though but I probably would have cried in person. It's been three months, and it is a little bit better. I still miss her every day, but I can tell there is some progress where it isn't as bad most days. I have a new T that I've been seeing once a month that is helping. But losing my T is why I joined PC. So I write on here a lot and just try to get through each day one day at a time. It is just really ridiculously difficult. I'm sorry. I wish it was easier. Kit