Something is definitely wrong with me. I am trying to say how I am feeling/thinking, but I don't know if anything matters anymore. I am still nauseated, which is something I don't tolerate well. I feel like I don't know who I am. I just want to escape all of my pain. Why am I in pain? I have no idea. I am worried because I will probably have to take off work tomorrow because I am sick. I'm not at a good point at this time. This is just where I am right now. Blah.