Went to my work holiday party today. Didn't really want to but did it anyways and actually really enjoyed myself. I feel lucky to work with these people I need to just keep making myself be social even if I don't want to because of depression.

Also missing someone tonight, my sister's best friend who passed away suddenly his year. We did holidays together some years ago. It's not that I would likely see him often if he were alive, but the world feels a little emptier knowing he's not a part of it.

Sending out hugs to all who want them.