I am searching for words... because... it is just hard to talk about...

First... healing thougths and prayer for your UTI...I have had them and they hurt and are so uncomfortable...

My T... and I just got done talking about my former T... I have been with the "new" one for about 15 months I think.. and the former T about 4 years...

So.. strange to come back from therapy today and see your post...

Well.. one day... she just "blew"... sky high... is the way I put it...I will never forget that day... there had also been a "rupture".... a few months earlier... but that day..she berated me.. and told me things.. that I still can't... really let into my consiousness... because it hurts so bad...

So.. today ... my T and I talked about some of it.. I was asking him "when are you going to yell at me"... when .... and so forth...when you going to terminate me......

It turns out that my former T... had some personal problems.. going on in her life... also... that one of my "heath" problems... touched on something that was an issue with her past - the drs.. were running tests for asthma... but it could have been cancer.. and her husband had many of the same problems.. before he passed.... that I was experiencing... shortness of breath.. and such... I am fine now.. with meds..

But at the time we didn't know what would be the outcome of the tests...

So... that day... she exploded... and she terminated me via e-mail.. and that was that....

I know how painful... this is... and I am so sorry that you had to experience it too..

Not all T's are like that... I took a few months off therapy... and I searched for a new T... and he has turned out to be so very good for me... it is for me "God's plan".... to find this"new" T...

So... when you are ready... there will be the T... that you need just waiting for you... I am sure of it....

I hope that this helps in some way.... ((((hugs))))