Still feeling sleepy but have been more positive,I am getting used to being entirely alone and have been almost a month no contact from my narcissist family.The freedom and peace is beautiful,I feel good about being alone.My aunt phoned me to wish me well on my namesake day,she didn't mention my mum,so I am guessing mum hasn't told her we are not talking.It was nice to be thought of anyway.I wrote out my xmas cards to send on the 11th and decided to send some to relatives abroad.I think it's nice to make the effort.