Olivia, I am so sorry about what happened to you. Your therapist just seemed to do everything wrong. Totally unprofessional, inappropriate, hurtful, and selfish. I think I remember an earlier post from you about how your T and pdoc communicated about you behind your back without your permission, and this had been damaging to your relationship with your T. This clinic where you have been going just seems to be bad news all around! I am sorry for your current pain, and I hope you will find another T in the future who has your best interests at heart. I also hope you can find another pdoc, as the current one doesn't sound trustworthy either. It might be helpful to just make a clean break from that clinic and never go back.

Take care.