I wonder if you ever have days when you question pretty much everything. Is it really snowing right now even though the sky is cold blue and the sun is shining so clearly in all my windows? Or is it the snow from yesterday blowing off the trees. At the edge of the lake when it's dark, it looks like the moon is rising into the sky from the water. Okay, that one is a little easier, I know it's the moon reflecting in the water and I've seen a gazillion things reflected in the water, including myself.

I have the urge to pack it all in, disconnect the phones, and hide out until whatever this thing is --it feels like the evil eye--has passed.