I don't know if this is triggering or not... I don't know how the hell I am going to make it the next two days. I'm going to be snowed in with my parents and they are already ripping each other to shreds. I'm so nausated right now. I already cut last night and here I am listenting to them fight, scream, cuss, and beliddle each other. My dog is whimpering in my arms and I am full of silent tears and screams and all I want to do is hurt. I don't know what to do..I just want to hurt myself so bad. I'm scared out of my mind. They don't know..They dont' understand..how much they trigger..I just need some comfort..please somebody anybody..I just need someone right now.
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