I am sorry to be checking in again but, it's whatever it is. I've been very aggravated today.
Had issues talking to a person at work about an outside work thing ... changing my pace in a sense.
Also all day I am not processing things correctly, I don't get how not and maybe this isn't even bipolar- but I swear I make sense in my train of thoughts ar the time.. and even with some things I even believe I've checked myself by other means of things not me ..but I am still some hoe doing this.
For example time, I saw how far away a carrier is, I did the math on my own and asked Alexa and checked google "how many x hours is from now" ... it concurred with me.

My ex and I work in the same dept. Different managers, etc. So unfortunately we talk about work items. Tonight is one of those nights.

I dont want to go into to much detail. But after he just sat down and talked with me, I understand I am very confused with the time. He showed me and we talked and I used Alexa again to check and ... wtf.
I dont know if any one understands this. I do but I am not doing great with this right now I guese.. well enough, but ugh!!

I've been snappy with him as well tonight, very adamant that I'm right before we sat down. And just cross whenever talking about the work crap.

And after he left for his place, almost went into a 5angent by myself on how I NEEED a friend, a partner, a person, that I do not work with.. it's fine if another had to take a business call, but if it's something with my work place-- I just don't want to talk or know on my time away ((of course unless it's me being called and having to handle)).

I just need some rest I guess.. no wonder people at work with work things were a little confused with me.. and here I thought they were being asses (( well they can be, so that's not all on me))..
I know, small things-- a sign to do self care.

I am sorry for being self centered too.

I am sorry I didn't read back it remember if I read earlier .
I hope every one is doing ok or doing what they need to do to be ok.
I am sorry if I am whiney.. .