im still obsessing on how my therapist is going to keep me from contaminating her beautiful home if she is meeting with me at her house .

after meeting with her in her living room all i can think of is her sitting there in her home and remembering all the horrible things i said and am . how does she stop that ,or get away from it . i am trying to think stuff like it is crazy and self centered for me to think i am that important that it would even make a difference .what if i go to her house and i get angry during session ,yell at her act out basically be a brat . not a nice person .or in fact just be horrible . how would she get away from that when i left .i feel all that horrible energy would still be in her house. or how about all the horrible and ugly things that i would talk about .im worried she will not be able to deal and will quit me