Things got really ugly last night.
He's been guilt-tripping me ever since I decided to call off on the relationship status. Every day he'd bring it up that it "hurt him" even though at first he said he's willing to wait. Last night he said it "put him in a situation he didn't particularly like". He told me that "He's been put on a shelf to dust while I sort myself out" and "You want me to friendzone myself so I can exist in a vacuum for you. That's not how it works" "Nothing is static, and despite popular belief, I actually have someone who wants to go on a date with me." "I'm sorry to take away your opportunity to operate on your own timeline, but you made the call. And it isn't particularly fair for me having to wait because the timing is off."
It just got really ugly really fast, so I told him it's not fair to force myself into a relationship when I'm not ready for it, it's best to move on, go on that date and have fun.
I'm really concerned now, I don't want to end up hurt.
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