So today I was watching some episodes of the show Intervention. For those of you that aren't familiar with it, it's a documentary show about peoples' addictions. There are a few with eating disorders, but the one really got to me. It was a girl with anorexia and bulimia. I was watching it for a while, and then it happened. The dreaded words came up onto the screen. "Anorexia is the most deadly of all psychological disorders." Then I remembered reading some stuff about it one day, just randomly and now I remember what I read. I don't know when I'm going to die, and I don't know where I'm going to die, but I know how I'm going to die. I will die from my eating disorder. Even if I make a full recovery, the lasting effects of it will still kill me in the end. It's a fact that has left me...paralyzed. Not many people know how they are going to die...and I'd rather not.