Honestly, I despise Christmas. It is my most hated holiday along with Thanksgiving and Valentines Day.

Why you might ask? Well it's quite simple:

I have no family and nobody cares about me. Christmas reminds me of just how alone I really am in the world. I am surrounded by people talking about their happy families and what they did and got for Christmas and whatnot, meanwhile, I have nobody. I belong nowhere.

Hell, I spent Thanksgiving getting drunk and playing video games for 20 hours straight just to escape from the loneliness. I'll probably do the same on Christmas.

So Christmas can blow me.