I have been depressed for a couple of months. I started an outpatient program, too soon to tell if it will help. Within the past week I have started getting some euphoria (not long enough to encourage me to actually do anything.) in general I’ve been struggling with anadonia. I have been getting really bad rage. I see doc thurs and would like someone’s opinion. Outline of today. Slept ok last night. In the morning I had a holiday decorating idea and started picking out a new collection of snow babies. I am super frugal right now trying to pay off Stu loans. At work, I was asked to do something I did not want to do. I argued with them. This threw me over the top to the point where I was crying to my brother and fighting back the urge to go ransac the office. Now I am at home feeling sad and suicidal. Mixed?