I am sorry you are having all those problems that are similar to mine. My problems makes me feel like I am a “dummkopf”, IOW some stupid person. I wonder what happened with you two years ago? I cannot remember when this started for me. Have you asked your dictor about this? I am going to ask my pdoc at my next appointment. I do not know if I can hold down a job. Maybe I can have something really simple job. I can always become a greeter at Walmart.