depends on the day.
rooteen means a lot to me, and though I'm not exactly filling each hour of the day with part of my rooteen, I do fill the morning and the evening up- so do laundry, have breakfast, have a drink in my santa mug, all at a certain time
I find that if i'm mannic, I don't give a ****
so what if I usually eat at 8 30 in the morning, I'll just eat at 11, 12, 1, not at all.... something...
if I'm in a depression and can't follow my rooteen to the exact time, I'll throw a tantrum- stamp my feet, shout, cuss under my breath, all sorts
baseline I'll just stand defiantly in the centre of the room until I can do what I need to do. if I have to stand their all day, I'll stand their all ****ing day
something else I might do if I'm baseline is walk up to someone, tell them to come back to what they are doing later, and take over myself- because it's my rooteen
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